[sorry to the folks who saw this posting before. it was very far from finished. this is what I get for using multiple devices to post. also, GIF WARNING! there are a few here and one were there is lightning/flashing lights. so just a heads up to those who are sensitive.]
I love The Craft. Always have! There was something about the movie that just captured my interest. I had been in the 6th grade when it came out, not seeing it until it was on television some time later. I have two memories about the movie. The first was my older sister telling me I couldn’t be a true fan if I didn’t know which actress was Fairuza Balk (she is the same one who said I wouldn’t get a quote from Revenge of the Nerds because “it was before your time”[it was before hers as well]). The other one was going to a slumber party where we did try Light as a Feather, Stiff as a Board.
Sadly, it didn’t work.
What it did end up doing was jump start my journey down the pagan path. That slumber party was the turning point of it all. Sure we played the game, talked about and watched the movie, but then a few us of TRIED stuff. Specifically voodoo dolls. Long story short about that bit in particular, I stay away from it because I nearly hurt myself and obviously didn’t know what the hell I was doing. I mean, a few young, middle class white girls in the midwest had to business messing with the stuff.
The girl who was hosting the party and I REALLY got into the witch stuff, though. We picked out ‘code names’ and had a notebook we traded so we could share information. She checked out the witch books because I couldn’t. Unfortunately she got caught and, in turn, so did I. I ended up rediscovering everything, so to speak, only a few years later but she stayed away from what I can recall.
But The Craft was the beginning of it all and set me up with a very romantic version of witchcraft. The first few seconds alone roped me in.
It was beautiful then and even more so now.
Like I said, I had a romantic view of witchcraft thanks to the movie. Even now I prefer the movie up to the circle on the beach. After that, everything goes to shit because Hollywood. Yet it was the scene on the beach that was most powerful and amazing.
I watched the movie only a few days ago and Grendal and myself both agreed that this movie was perfectly fine up to this part. Like I said, everything after this goes to shit but it’s because of the whole Rule of Three bit. They stuck with it and made things roll out so everyone got what was coming to them. Except Sarah, who is the movie’s hero. Sure, the dude she roped with the love spell got way too creepy and died in the end, but it wasn’t her doing for that. She never TRULY got what was coming to her and quickly got onto Manon’s good side before shit went down big time.
High School was my re-initiation, so to speak, into paganism. I found websites, snuck away at the library to read books, and eventually asked to buy one. I was shot down because my mother freaked out. She was born and raised in a strict catholic community and while she no longer follows the religion it was very much a part of her still. I remember printing up a bunch of pages of information about Wicca to show my mother that it wasn’t bad. It did the trick. She was still nervous but she finally let me do my thing.
College, though, was where things began. I remember trolling around our school’s online community and going into the religious board. Usual fair of stuff. I loved, and still do, religious debates and discussions. There was someone on the board looking for anyone interested in paganism. I shoved aside my shy side and responded. We chatted for a few minutes before she asked if I was currently on campus, and I said I was. She wanted to meet up and do a proper introduction and asked where I was. Turns out we were both in the library. I was on the main level and she was on the second. We met and it was amazing. She is still a dear friend to me. We hit it off right away. Discussed things and connected quickly. It wasn’t long before we gathered a few other girls on campus that were also interested or practicing pagans (all I still talk with, though the first girl is the only one besides myself who still identifies as pagan). We quickly had our own little group of five girls.
We had a few circles, we went to a local pagan Halloween ball, supported an amazing local New Age store, celebrated the Holy Days, the works! While things were going, it was amazing. We were never able to make ourselves into a school club but it was an amazing time of growth for all of us. Like most things, though, it ended when life began and people wandered off to different schools or finished there time at the college.
Watching The Craft made me miss those days. The time that I had a close group and even a small sisterhood of sorts. I miss it and find myself now part of the bitter old pagan brigade (don’t think that is a thing and I’m not REALLY bitter, it just seemed funny). I truly want to immerse myself back in my own craft and stretch those muscles once more. While it’s no longer new and I’m seeing it with world weary eyes, I know that I can reach that spot again.
I’ve gone through this many times before. Times where I go to rediscover things but always end up in the same spot. This time, though, I can reach that happy medium. I have Grendal to help me along the way if I stumble.
It will be glorious.